Drama Sebabak!

Kalau iman kita pun bertambah dan berkurang...

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Cinta tu bertambah dan berkurang gak ke????

Unfaithful?? Curang?? Yennadaiii..

This negative word is haunting me right now..
Kenapakah? Bagaimanakah?? Apekahhhh??? Kah kah kah?????

haihh..ok, enough merepek..
I want to ask you one question. erm, not really one laa...a few actually..
Ok, let's begin..
(bersedia...)

Korang bukak facebook pada suatu hari, tetiba kat bahagian updates tu nampak kwn korang si 'A' punya updates..
kawan korang tu lelaki... girlfriend dia pon kawan korang jugak, si 'Z'. kamcing plak tu..
Dalam updates tu, si A di tagged dalam 1 album bersama seorang perempuan, let's call her B..(B tu bukan stands for blaire mcm gossip girl tu, but B lain..heh)
Disebabkan perasaan menyibuk ingin tahu yang tinggi, aku pon click la kat album tu..

Penuh la 1 album tu dengan gambar2 si A dan si B bermesra-mesra dalam kereta n tepi laut..tajuk album tu plak "me and my sayang".
i was like, EYH???? did A and Z already broke up?? Whaddaa...


Soalannya..
What will u do? i mean the next step..(memandangkan ko kawan baik si Z)
a) Hantar msg kat Z, tanye kabar n tanye, how's her relationship with A
b) Hantar msg kat A, tanye "ko da break dgn Z ke?? lawa awek baru.."
c) Terus memaki hamun si A. kau lelaki durjana. heh
d) Tiada tindakan susulan
e) Tiada dalam pilihan jawapan

OK, as a kepochi caring person, of course i choose option a..
I sent her a msg, asking how is she, and how is their relationship..
She said they're okay..just like always..
i was like.. 'Ouh, sporting gile kawan aku ni..'
Feeling relieved, Then i said, goooooood..i tot u guys already broke up after i saw that picture. hearing that you guys are ok, im happy. korang sangat padan..don't break up, ok..

then, of course the moment of truth is about to come..
she didn't see the pictures.. she know nothing about the pictures.. she's so curious about the pictures..

i was like "what the....dia xbukak facebook ke? aku salah tanye ke??huhu"
serba salah gile..aku ingat dia da tgk gambar tu, n she was okey..gambar tu update dlm facebook kot..how come she didn't see??? haiyaa..

ok, here goes the 2nd question..
If u were at my place, what will u do when she asked a lot of questions bout the pictures?

a) just tell her the truth..gambar mesra2 berdua dalam kete, siap ber sayang-sayang ape sume jadah tu..n dating tepi laut..huhuh
b) just tell her some lies so that A won't kill me for telling Z his dark secret..
c) tell da truth, but only some of them.."gambar biase2 je, dalam kereta..rasanya mcm kwn baik dia kot" untuk sedapkan hati..
d) don't tell anything. "jgn tanye aku. aku tanak campur.pegi la mamp**."
e) Tiada dalam pilihan jawapan.

ok, once again, of course i choose option c..sebab mcm tak sanggup nak rosakkan hubungan org, jadi batu api..tapi nk tipu pon xsampai hati gak.aku pon mane reti tipu2 org ni..huhu...walaupun mmg trang tang2 si A ni play stick three--> main kayu tiga..

And guess what...when i check again, gambar tu dah xde..sume updates pasal dia komen gambar n ape sume tu dah xde...gone..yillekk..huhuhu..ok. nampak sgt nak cover line. sbb gambar tu si B yg upload..mesti si A suh delete sbb tanak kantoi..duh~

kesimpulannya, diorang tak gaduh la kot..and aku rasa si A masih sempat cover line sebab xkantoi gambar tu..tapi kesian dowh kat si Z. kot ye pon kuota ade 4, lek2 ar isap okok dlu bro..gelojoh tol..
nasihat aku kepada si A, sila bertaubat nasuha ye.. :p

It's getting weird lah!

Pernah tak korang tengok dalam movie, or dengar sape2 cakap, kalau kita suddenly look at the watch and it shows 11:11 pm, itu menandakan ada orang rindu korang at that moment...??


ok, maybe it sounds a lil bit childish, or kuat-berangan-punya-budak thingy.. -_-"

but it did happen to me a lot, u know!!

recently, almost every night, when i looked at the watch, or the digital clock at my lappy, or the digital clock at my handphone, it shows 11:11 pm. hurm, okay2 ada tipu sikit. sebab jam kat handphone guna format 24 hours....

but it's still the same, rite? ;p

i know, it's sooo childish to believe on such things. and sometimes it's spooky too..
*giler ape, kalo tiap2 mlm bila tgk jam, waktu tu pukul 11.11. spooky ok.*


but, to have the thought that somewhere, someone is missing you badly, will give u a good feeling, n a warm sensation in your heart..sumpah x tipu. although hakikatnya mmg kau syok sendiri la kan, sbb xde sape lah nak ingat kau tiap2 mlm pukul 11.11.. serius takde keje. T_T.. *kalau ada kan bagus*

but still, there's no harm for you to think that way..suka hati lah kalau kita nak perasan ada org tgh rindu kan? ape org lain nak kisah? hahah~
berangan itu beshh!

jam kat kereta lyla yg menunjukkan kol 11:11.

sape la yg rindu time ni ek? hahhahah. bluekkk *sendiri cakap, sendiri yg tetiba rasa mcm nak muntah. duh~*

pesanan penaja : ok, sila jangan salah faham, bila aku cakap slalu tgk jam pukul 11:11, ini tidak bermakna jam tu mati ok *kalo mati pon blom tentu dia berenti kat 11:11*.. juga tidak bermakna saya kunci jam pukul 11:11 semata mata nak tgk dan perasan ada org rindu....oh tidak sama sekali. giler pathetic kalau macam tu. sesunggunya, aku taklah se 'pathetic' itu. aku sikit2 je. hahaha~ ok dah2. sila sambung study! zzZzzz~

Rational Disfunction~

Saya dah buat keputusan.
Saya nak teruskan jugak, pedulik aa org nak ckp ape.
Saya akan beritahu abah saya hari ni jugak..
Abah, akak da buat keputusan..
Tak kisah la kalau abah setuju atau tidak.
Yang pasti akak da pilih 29 February 09 ni sebagai tarikh keramat.
Akak nak bertunang ..
Dengan michael scofield..


Masalah nye michael scofield tu nak ke kat ngko?
Erm, tu lah..Da lama gak pk pasal ni sbnrnye, sbb tu asyik tangguh je..
Eyh, bukan tangguh sbb tu..
Disebabkan dlm kalendar tahun ni tkde 29hb, terpaksa la tangguh..
Erm, tapi kalo dia tanak, aku pon tak hingin la..
huh! sombong~ ko ingat ko ensem sgt ke?? *mmg ensem pon*
*pengsan*



Pesanan Penaja : Oh..sesungguhnya aku mengalami sindrom kekacauan jiwa~
Misteri kehilangan identiti belum terjawab. *bukan identity card*
Harap2 dpt jumpe balik identiti yg hilang tu sbb sumpah aku tak biase dgn perangai pelik aku yg baru ini...

T_T

Jom blajar ABC

Ayat ini sungguh tak cool..

”~ABCDEFG and GFEDCBA means
A Boy Can Do Everything For Gurl
REVERSE
Gurl Forgot Everything Done & Catches new Boy Again! ;~“


ok, let's see line by line.

A Boy Can Do Everything For Gurl
-everything.are u sure EVERYTHING??
*kalau ade yg cmtu, bole bwk saye g bulan?*


Gurl Forgot Everything Done & Catches new Boy Again!
-did u say EVERYTHING??
*kalo lupe everything tu namanye, amnesia*
*catches new boy??tanak aa..tak minat tomok*

Siapa aku di hatimu ..

Akulah dahan

tatkala ranting tempat berpaut itu patah..

Akulah pantai

tatkala ombak datang..

Aku ini siapa?

Bila hatimu reda

Benarkah aku hanya butiran pasir..

Hanya layak menumpang di kaki..

Tatkala air menyapa, ditinggal pergi..

Akukah itu?

~Laila Kamilia

Huyoo~ berpuitis plak harini..huhu..

Current mode: Emo, Xde mood, Sgt lapar..

ouh, btw..those sentences above is not related to my current feelings.. saje je tu wat pembuka bicara. Mood membebel pada mlm ini agak tinggi ye adik2..So, blog la jd mangsa.

I have a question..What do u understand about relationships? i mean, bf-gf thingy...Korang couple sebab ape ea? love? trend? bosan klo xde partner? syok ade tempat bermanje? saje suka2? just to give it a try? hurmm.. i assume that each and every one of u have ur own answers, aite?

I have seen many type of couples out there...Macam2 jenis..Ade yg da boring ngan partner, ade yg gaduh sehari 2x, ade yg xsba2 tunggu nk break, u name it..

Let me give u an example. In my college, there's a girl and her bf(not in my college), who is well-known as very sweet couple. i personally think that they're made for each other. but today, unexpectedly, my friends and i saw her, going out with another guy *with that kantoi face when she saw us*..hurmm..ape kes ni babe..

i know, the temptation when somebody admires u, n ask u out like a hundred times, pujuk rayu sume, i know, i've been there before.. it is real hard to say no, rite..especially when that guy yg ajak tu , romantic, understanding, cute, yada2..but can't u just say no? i mean, u already have a lover, aite? kenapa perlu curang? if u're unhappy or u don't even love ur partner, then why bother couple? break up jelaa.. wat ape susah2 nk sorok2 kua ngn org lain, pretending that u love him but actually u don't? Penat meh~

Unless la korang couple sebab reason2 yg aku sebut kat atas tu selain love..kalau reason2 yg lain tu..erm, i've got nothing to say la kan...i just rest my case..

But for those who r in a relationship that based of 'love'..Just be loyal. It's not that hard if u love truthfully..but it's damn hard if u don't love babeh.. Silap2 leh tertekan woo..

For me la kan..don't ever declares a relationship if u're not ready for it..Kalau blom puas enjoy, nk kua ngn laki tu, nk kua ngn pompuan ni..lom puas berkenalan flirt2 kat internet..then, xpayah couple. u're as free as a bird. lantak ko la nk kua ngn sesape pon, nk menggatal ngn sape pon, xde sape nk kisah..but, once u commit in a relationship, act like u r 'in a relationship'..ade hati yang perlu dijaga...

kan?

so, kpd kengkawan yg masih hilang punca, xtau ape yg korang wat ni btol ke salah, think again..love or not? simple kn..hehe..

*kepada kengkawan yg terasa, aku tau kalo aku ckp ni pon xkn mempengaruhi keputusan korang..just wishing the best for u guys..*

*untuk kawan aku yg baru clash n masih blurr lagi tu, just take ur time..rilek dulu..ade jodoh tak kemana..

*kepada yg masih dalam dilema tu *u know i dedicate this for u, haha* ..u r young n gorgeous..xpyah terburu-buru la babe..i know, patience is not ur virtue especially when it comes to men, but just hold on, k..until u're really sure..ngee~

*kepada yg happy dn bahagia ngn partner diorg, aku doakan hbngn korg berkekalan,k..dugaan sikit2 tu,nk wat cmana..saba jela..

*untuk diri sendiri..erm..wishing the best too for both of us..